Deep Faults: My Inner WaysA blood stain on a white sheet That's what I've become An outcast, deserted, unwanted An empty syringe in a dark lonely ally Thrown aside in the gutter Stripped of my purpose My path another lash in my back Winding in deeply, without direction The castle of my morality lay in ruins Charred bones amongst the gravel Unclear of the next step in the ladder So I take the leap And pray that death's cold touch Will cut me free of my descentionDeep Faults: My Inner Ways
But his icy relief never comes My suffering undaunted and uninterrupted Falling forever into blackness I t
Pieces Mendeda blackend soul stood on the ledge of his own unrealenting cliff preparing to leap into the the clutches of his darkest abyss his body a void of despair, a frail mind ran with quiet mischeift his life was in shambles and he desired to to end it.Pieces Mended
from behind appeared the steady cast of a unfamiliar shadow a delicate hand grasping his shoulder inturupted his mental battle. for it seemed that an angel had appeared and gave the stranded life raft, just one more paddle.
the man turned around and was shaken completly from place he caught himself gazing into the most beau
Apart: a poem of hurteveryday i attempt to be strong but everyday just feels so long every fake smile i give you just feels so wrong but everyday i still try, though my will is gone.Apart: a poem of hurt
everyday i try to deal with the hurt from a world that kicked me right to the curb and when i look inside, i am sure that my mental balence is greatly disturbed
with all the dark thoughts in my head and all that you've said i'm starting to think that we both want me dead
everyday since you've left is another slice in my flesh yet i keep it hidden away so you'll never guess &
the dark thoughtsas i sit here, lost in my depressing thoughts, i realize im crying again. the reason isn't apparent this time though, which is even more sad, that i don't even know why i feel the way i do anymore. maybe i shouldn't be alive to feel anything anymore. that seems to be the only logical reason, but now adays i find myself following my heart, and not my logic. the once frail balence that was there as been shifted drastically, and i find my self losing control of my body. there is a war going on here, and im not winning. and when it's done, i know i shall never be the same, and i just wish the dark thoughts would just go away.the dark thoughts
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